Do you ever get super angry with God?

Do you ever get super angry with God?

In all honesty, I'm there right about now. 

frustrated. confused. annoyed. impatient. 

ahhhh. just wanna scream. 

But thank the Lord, He can take it.

And just like a momma who allows her young child to kick and scream until they're done. 

I feel like that's what the Lord is doing with me.

"Just let me know when you're done, Kathryn, I'm ready to talk when you are." 

I mean, really, I don't even feel rational right now. 

I yelled at God for the first time in a while today. 

Literally, ferociously writing in my journal. 

G-rated, no worries. ; ) 

I've come to realize today that sometimes reality really hurts. The Lord doesn't mean for it to hurt you or bring you pain. He just wants you to trust Him. 

Reality hurts right now. 

But, I have no choice but to trust Him. 

Reluctantly trusting Him, I might add. 

I haven't really come to any conclusion. 

I'm kind of still sitting in this. 

....