i just wanna scream.

i need to de-clutter my life.
i need to learn to be more selfless and more content.
there are so many things i need to change and i get so annoyed with myself.
blaaaaaaaaaaah. i just wanna scream and it all be better but i know that it just won't.

i need Jesus.
"You can have all this world, just give me Jesus." all the time, Jesus. that's all i need. everyday, all day.

akhdfjksaldnvmvo[a;jkfas;kncvx,.znviot. AHHHHHHH!


alright, i feel a little better.. kinda.

on a happy note.. i love this song.

"Let the songs I sing bring joy to you.
Let the words I say confess my love.
Let the notes I choose be your favorite tune.
Father let my heart be after you."


and these lyrics. yes, such a great reminder. i listen to this all the time now.

"I am scared to move
From this frame of mind, afraid to lose
And I always try to find
Endless ways to hide my face from You

But You say
Don’t be afraid, and don’t feel ashamed
You’re one breath away from the life you’re meant to lead
Fearlessly

Now it’s time to give
Every thought to You, so I can finally live
‘Cause there’s no fear in love
There’s only hope in You
And You’re the one to pull me through
You pull me through

When you’re scared, and you can’t see
I am here to bring you peace
When you’re lost and out of reach
I am here, I am here
When you’re scared, and you can’t see I am here to give you peace
When you’re lost and out of reach
I am here, I am here to give you peace I am here to give you peace

Now I won’t be afraid
I won’t feel ashamed
I am one breath away from the life I’m meant to lead
So I won’t be afraid
No, I won’t be ashamed
I am one breath away from the life I’m meant to lead
Fearlessly"

k, i'm done.