3 days later and i'm still as happy! i can get used to this. : )
i just love Sundays. church is so good. i love my church community. i love Shades Valley. i'm so glad to be home, seeing friends and family every day. it's good stuff.
so yesterday i sold some things at the farmer's market and it was so successful. i'm taking baby steps to raising all my funds but it's gonna happen. i have faith. speaking of faith.. i've been struggling a lot with fear (some are legitimate fears, others are ridiculous). either way, it's a constant struggle. i have to remind myself every day not to fear and remind myself to focus just on what's RIGHT in front of me.. not what happens the next hour, not what happens the next day.. just right here, right now. that's also constant. cause i'm always worrying about things that haven't even happened yet. but i'm thankful that i'm having to deal with this. and train my mind to stop fearing all. the. time. it's been really good. i'm reading on fear, learning about what God says, etc. i just feel so happy, joyful, purpose-driven. i feel like i'm on a straight path to God. obviously, i still have lots to work on.. lots of progress.. but i'm feeling very good about where i'm headed. God is good.
i've decided to fast from facebook.. i get so frustrated that i even have to do that. why are we so addicted?! gosh. it's so distracting. i'll spend 30 min on facebook before i go to bed when i could be reading the Word or even reading a book! i'll be on facebook on my phone when i'm hanging out with friends. i just keep remembering that we need to live right there, right then. WHY AM I ALWAYS TRYING TO LIVE LIKE 700 HOURS AHEAD OF TIME?!?! haha, riiiiidiculous. so as a result, no more facebook or twitter for a while. taking a break from the cyber world. lol.
that's pretty much all i have to say right now. : )
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