no words can say.

so tonight was just filled with amazingness. have i mentioned how much i love music? and how much i connect with it? i get soo excited, it's quite funny actually. i just can't contain myself. i feel like i'm a 6 year old whose mom just told her she could get her very own cell phone.. or something like that. ha!

well tonight i didn't just get to experience amazing music and words of comfort and wisdom and truth and beauty but i got to experience true worship. gosh, it was so amazing. i loved it. i always love it. like i can just feel when i need to go worship, that may sound funny. but it's so refreshing and soothing. i'm just like "woah, need a place to just go worship and be free!" i definitely got that tonight at The Basement. it definitely has changed a lot since i last went.. in a very good way. it's amazing how well everyone participating connects with people, especially Matt Pitt. i would just like to thank him for following God's plan, if i can even do that without sounding weird. haha. really, he has made such an impact on my life and i know even more lives. he said tonight something along the lines of, "not having a 'testimony' is your testimony." that just really got to me.

on another note, i decided to break out some As Cities Burn today and i forgot how much i love this song,

"Is your love really love? Is my love really love?
I think our love isn't love unless it's love to the end.
Is your god really God? Is my god really God?
I think our god isn't God if He fits inside our heads."

okay, honestly i want to do more with my life. i talk and want so much but for the love, i neverrrrr do it.. that needs to change (so very bad). i want to serve and love and share. i don't want to sit at my house basking in my treasures and gifts. i want to share with others. show them they are loved not matter what their story is. yes, it would be incredible to go to Ethiopia with Blake Mycoskie or hitch a ride with the troops to Haiti! but really, i can just go downtown in my own city and give more help than i could ever imagine. something needs to start in my life, like soon! i'm gonna get on that, for real!

i have a lot i could say, but i'll be done for now. :)